It’ll take an act of congress – update — The real bullies

So, nothing has really changed since my original post of the same name. I have been taking college, mainly for personal than for getting a career since I am pretty much unemployable. As of recent I told my mom when I got out of the military that I was going to eat myself to death, and 8 years later, a month ago my doctor told me that what I am eating is killing me. So perhaps a self fulfilling prophecy? So about the bullying well, for example college won’t do me any good, because society likes to kick people when they are down, if you have a record from one mistake in your entire life, a lot of places don’t want to give you a chance to redeem yourself? Here we adults are trying to teach kids not to bully, but how is this any different? A bully finds something they dislike about a person and won’t let them get past that issue and the government is the same. Because some people send something to my machine when I wasn’t there they classify me as a certain type of person and put my face and address to remind me and everyone in society that I am some horrible person so they have a “reason” to harass me and never let me forget about it? How am I supposed to move on past these issues when society will not let me and keeps throwing it in my face over and over. They keep labeling me as something I am utterly against and disgusted by and my me disgusted with my self when I shouldn’t be, but when you are down it just brings you down further even if you know it to be untrue, there is no rationale. People have told me to seek counseling. Well a lot of people that get counseling is about things that happened in the past. mine is ongoing. I will be reminded about this mistake for the rest of my life by society and the government, how can I possibly get past it? All the counselors can think to say is hmm, that’s a tough situation. End rant…