Things are still pretty bad inside my body. My head and heart hurt really bad, but not as bad. I want to go on Facebook and say I want to die, not because I’m planning suicide but because this feels really serious to me. But I don’t need a 72 hour hold and I think all the “buck up camper” replies I’ll get would make me throw up.
I’m frightened that I’m never going to be able to function at a job. What am I going to do with the rest of my life? I can’t keep giving my all over and over again only to have it end this way again. It hurts worse the harder I try. I was told that if I did my best I have nothing to be ashamed of. But I did my best and I can’t do any better. I did my best and it almost killed me and they fired me anyways.
What do other people with ADHD and dyslexia do for a living? They can’t all be homeless drug addicts.
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Id advise against making suicidal remarks on facebook. they will come for you.
if you need help then find a psychiatrist or social worker or a conselor that can refer you
to somebody who can help you. Just because you lost a job that does not mean your life is over
and it does not mean that you will never be able to find employment again.
think positiey. You can get past this trying time of your life and move forward and find
happiness but it will take some effort. Look into getting some help \