Nah, will y’all quit worrying!
I’m too full of life to die just yet.
Have you noticed how seemingly every other poster here expresses the wish to ‘die in their sleep’?
Folks, it doesn’t work like that!
I find people tend to know me far better than I know myself.
And it’s not for the want of trying…
I just can’t make myself out.
This isn’t a bleeding poem. I f*****g hate poetry! Next time you wanna post something on here, make it goddamn prose!
I write like this to make it easy for you mentally challenged guys to understand lol.
I’ve got a new phone and it won’t connect to the Internet. My life is full of seemingly petty frustrations, but which, when you add them all up equate to a megaton of stress.
I guess y’all can relate?
Might as well leave the post on a question mark. That way I might get at least one freaking comment back.
So ?
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Everyone needs to rant every now and then. And of course people will notice you when you’re gone. You bring a certain charisma to this site that not many others can.
And I understand your frustration with the “Dying in your sleep” posters. Death takes work, just as it does life.
That’s all I have to say for now. I don’t think i’ll be around much in the mean time. Life’s getting in the way. And for some reason lately, I feel like taking this piece of shit world on and kicking it right in the nuts.
Although, I could just be pissed off for no reason again…
Snuffles, thank you for ‘hearing’me.
Manic as I am, I crave an audience.
I don’t feel like being here much myself.
Kicking the world in the nuts sounds like a good plan.
Love ya.
Love you too, seppuku. See you around.
And if you ever want to email, it’s on my author page. Again, stay safe.
Will do snuffles. Ta.
Ps, I don’t think I have ever been called ‘charismatic’ before. Most of the time I seem to act as a people-repellent. But thank you dear snuffles. You’re wonderful too.
‘Most of the time I seem to act as a people-repellent.’
#Lies.
We could pass in our sleep technically lol, with certain “aids” that shall remain unnamed because methods are not allowed on the site.
Done12345, rofl! I thought you said you weren’t coming here anymore? You’re full of surprises lol.
So while you’re here, geek extraordinaire, what shall I do about the phone?
Feeling readytoleave, actually I already have N! And it STILL doesn’t equate to just ‘going to sleep and never waking up’. It tastes fiercely bitter for one thing.
Mind sharing?
Haha, I’ve only got enough for me myself and I, done!
Ya big meanie.
Ah, it’s good to laugh.
You’re funny…made me smile.
I think your last observation is something I can definitely relate to. It’s not that my necessarily sucks but adding all the little gripes I have about it, does make it a shitty existence.
I’m not even unhappy or depressed, I’ve had very bad moments but life for me is ok at this point. However I am upset about not getting as far as I hoped in life and missing out on good opportunities.
I might’ve pointed out in another post that there is only one person really keeping me here, which is a fact. I think if she was not in the picture, the decision to end my life would be much simpler and I think the way I feel right now-I would probably seriously look into ending it. I really don’t want to go on sometimes but feel I’m forced to.
I’m sure there will come a day when I’ve finally had enough but I’m going to give it at least another year or so to see if things turn around for me or not, if it’s the same old crap, I will prepare the person I care about for my passing and then be finally fkg done with it.
*my life
Secondlife, my elderly mother would always give me pause. And she looks all set to live for f*****g ever! So I totally get where you’re coming from.
I hope those little gripes subside for awhile. And I wish the same for me tbh. They’re a pain!
Bad poets have feelings too xD
Just because you hate it, my next post will be a poem. 😉