Today has been one of the toughest day of my life. I block all those people who have hurt me. Why bother keeping in touch with them, why bother letting them know that I’m dying, they won’t care. Like today I lost a friendship today. I spoke the truth, but he either didn’t care or just to worry about his past that he didn’t want another problem. Or maybe I was blabbing my mouth just to get him out my life. But I’ve realized that it was a sign. Him and the others weren’t worth my attention because they never wanted it in the first place. That leaves me to two friends. I don’t if I should just apologize that I’m erasing then for good or just block them and not say a word. One of them did hurt my feelings, but I’ll get to that later. The other guy just hooked up with me and hasn’t bother to say hi and I haven’t even bother to say anything either. So what should I do? Talk or block them out of my life? Too late I’ve decided to block them, if they really need me they know where I live. I’m done chasing them, I’m done living in this world that no one cares about me, as long as I have my mom and sister I’m happy.
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Sorry to hear about your troubles. It’s hard to start over. Start fresh. It takes courage. So I commend you for that and tip my proverbial hat to you. I’ve recently lost a friendship myself. I feel like maybe it’s partly my fault, but I also feel like if I meant that much to her she wouldn’t let anything come between our friendship. I know you don’t know me, but if you just need someone to talk to, I’m on Snapchat if you have that. Username, ihascandy. (I’m a major dork)
Wish you the best!
Thank you much Afflicted. Means a lot that there are people who have time to read this. And to tell you the truth, I think you were the only one who found this interesting to read. Look for my snapchat! lol Sorry I’m a fan of Harry Potter. -_-