Sunflower tattoo

I just went on her tumblr page and i saw she got a tattoo of a flower and im pretty sure its a sunflower… is that to remind her of me? I mean that is who i am… If it is then thats fucked up because she dosent talk to me anymore but I do hope that I mean that mmuch to her that it is… but who am i kidding it probs isnt; its most likely just a flower and i’m no where on her mind. I dont know how I went from having such close friends to basically ZERO! I would love to make new friends to hangout with but the truth is Id be fine if we just made up and things could be back to the way they were. Ive lost a pure and true friend and it kills me to know that I let such a special person go. Ive only really been in love with two people in my life her and this guy im trying to make shit work with rn. Sure ive loved my pther friends to death as well but it really hurts when the people you care most about leave. God i miss you so much… Love you always 🙁