I found the perfect bridge the george westinghouse memorial bridge and was thinking of just ending it tomorrow. Thanks to the hackers and their hacking tricks and my manic behavior I managed to get in a situation where I’m facing serious jail time maybe life, and I don’t think I have it in me to do it. Due to their P.R campaign everyone thinks I’m some psycho beyond redemption and they intend to crucify me despite never having a prior record. I just can’t deal with this anymore. It’s the perfect height the success rate is very good. I can’t hang myself I’ve tried, but jumping off a bridge is almost instant from that height. I will miss my family but due to everything that happened I won’t be seeing them anyway. Maybe I can see my dad brother, and grandma again when I die. I’m tired and exhausted I just want peace. I said a lot of shit I didn’t mean and a lot of people want me to suffer as much as possible in this life. Since I don’t have anything to look forward to in this life now why go on living?