I wanna end this life and The Golden Gate Bridge is my only solution. I would try other suicide methods, but heights are on the borderline, im not scared of heights. Why can’t I do it?
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Maybe you still have hope. I think it was snuffles who wrote something about how maybe hope can sometimes be hidden. Maybe you know its there but subconsciously. I think that was the idea anyways.
Maybe the good ole self preservation instinct?
I’m starting to believe what Red said in The Shawkshank Redemption, hope is a dangerous thing it’ll drive a man insane. The sooner I come to terms with having no hope the better I’ll feel. Hope in my situation is dangerous. It’s a hard adjustment to make, despite how dark my life has been I still had an ember of hope burning bright in the darkness, now the darkness is total, the sooner that ember of hope dies out the more easily I can adjust to my new reality.
I wish it would just happen already though that’s the worst part knowing you have no hope, but you still have to pretend for others and go about your life until you meet total darkness. It’s like seeing tsunami coming I can’t get out of the way so why pretend? My hopeless situation is I have a coalition of people all over the world trying to destroy my life and I due to clever manipulating from them have really bad P.R. Their goal is to get me thrown in jail for as long as possible using any means at their disposal.
because your scared to do it, same as me really.