They treat you like crap in the real life, yet they act like they care on the internet. Why is this? Why do they stab you in the back to your face. They don’t see the cuts, they think I’m fine, they think it doesn’t hurt, they also believe I do not cut from excuses. No one thinks I’m a good liar, they don’t know how good of a liar I really am. I hide my cuts they don’t suspect. I plot to leave, but my uncle keeps me here by making me show a true smile. When he helps me they hurt him, I cry. He then comes out and hands me his silver tongue. I slide it across my arms, back, and ribs. I keep them hidden. I think if the note.
Dear family,
Uncle **** I love you so much, thank you for helping me. I’m sorry but reality sucks dick, you are the only part I cherish. Thank you fr staying with me at birth. I grew up in pain and you have eased it. Mother, sister, little brother, little sister…GO FUCK YOURSELVES!!YOU HATED ME AND I DIDNT TALK TO YOU, REFUSED TO SPEAK! Grandmother, grandfather, I love you as well but you and uncle **** weren’t enough to save me. I am sorry to put you through pain, I’m sorry for my mistakes, my potential I could have given this world wasted by truly unhumane people, remove by savages that feast on the sadness, depression, and hate of the ones that do not belong.
Uncle **** I loved you the most, my beautiful girlfriend if you have seen this know I love you as well. I love you as I do uncle **** you helped me. And as you know this wouldn’t be the first attempt, the others were with ropes this was a knife.
Now you all see what I’d write…
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Hey rex, like me you have had your happiness taken away from negative people. I was hypersensitive to emotions as a child, I always thought the world was beautiful but negativity destroyed that. Now I’m in favor of both restoring my true self or death. The first option requires lots of self worth work and it was starting to work for me but has recently stopped. I prefer death for the moment, I’m going to go just sit on a high cliff today just to feel what it’s like to experience those few moments before death.
I hope you feel contempt soon, all the best
Im going to tell you something a great man once said “Everyone is going to hurt you, you just have to find those worth hurting for”. And you have two, Iv’e been bullied my whole life and can count my friends on one hand. Would you like to know what motivates me to keep going each and every day the fact that I have the power to make the fuck ups who treated me like shit feel stupid when i have everything i ever wanted. So do you, You have a caring uncle and a lovely girlfriend. You will make it out of this because you can, do you really want them to win? the people who betray you, and put you down? Please, you’re better than that Rex. I expect to see you doing amazing things in a few years time. Stay strong, though its easier said then done, right.
Yeah it’s a lot easier said than done, I wish to thank you for saying this.