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and days like this…

by kateralia

And its days like this where I feel completely alone & unwanted. Theyre all upstairs laughing & cheering each other over a game on their ipads.

I just went up to go to the toilet & he looked up & his face told me to fuck off. Quite literally.

I had so many dreams & aspirations… I just wish my body hadnt betrayed me.

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onelastwish 10/23/2014 - 6:03 am

“I had so many dreams & aspirations… I just wish my body hadnt betrayed me.” I totally hear you on that.

Anunnaki 10/23/2014 - 6:28 am

Your body hasn’t betrayed you, your mind has. We need to get you thinking positive!

Shephard (Disavowed) 10/23/2014 - 7:05 am

“…and when you’re at your weakest, when that little voice in your head tells you to tap out and call it a day — PUSH ONWARD! Make the body a slave to your mind, and your mind an instrument of precision!”

I used to think my body betrayed me as well, until I realised it was my mind that tricked me into thinking I was made of steel. Yep…now I am partly steel but it sure as hell didn’t get me anywhere! So…take caution when pursuing an adventure, and never compromise yourself when any type of injury is concerned.

kateralia 10/23/2014 - 8:01 am

Its not my mind that has tricked my body. It is so difficult to walk, especially upstairs. There are little kids here that I would love to be chasing & throwing in the air, but I can’t. I am also so tired all the time. It cannot be right to sleep for 11 – 12 hours & yet 2 hrs later want to fall asleep again. What is the point of living when all I can do is sleep & be in pain?…

buroo 10/23/2014 - 2:37 pm

Only those who are going through incredible amount of pain and suffering knows exactly how it feels like. The rest of the world can have a thousand sermons at their disposal but it doesn’t help one bit. I can relate with your suffering very much, since I’ve faced similar things in life as well. What I can say, my heart just goes out to you and I sincerely hope you’d find some way that would free yourself from this endless pain. In the meantime, if you know anyone who have a special place in your heart, then share your pain with that person, it really would help and don’t give a shit about the ones who treats you like a piece of dirt!

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