I am sick of crying every day! big people don’t cry, right? Sick of it !!! Tired of all the BS. I really want to go on with my life I really do but something is always at the heart, major issue!!!! I have thought about suicide since I was a child and being molested by both parents….took my virginity…thanks Dad. I know, no one wants to hear about sexual & mental abuse, too uncomfortable, oh well, its out there every day !!!! The stats are highly under reported and disgusting. I moved to this apartment because there is a garage and that is a really easy way to go – I think. I have also been collecting OTC allergy and cold pills. I figure combine that with a little alcohol and a little co2 should be a sure thing. I have tried a few times but never enough or backed out, and then I always think I could wind up worse with my luck. Then you hear about all these success, I can do it too!!!!!
Your parents… How could they do that? That’s terrible