In the midst of …crisis? drama? melt down…I don’t konw whwat. I just think that i’m not doing well. I am thinking about checking into a hopsital. But I’m so scared. I have ajob….what happens when you do that and you are suppose to wokr the nxt day? Will everyone find out? I don’t even want my boss to know. I kind of want to go in the hospital and never come out or just quit my job. I don’t wnat to give up but I dodn’t feel I have the brain for this job…which is to say I don’t have a brain for much of anything other than awful customer service positions. What do I do? I’m stuck lost….a loser. Had a pretty awful day at work today…pretty sure I have a learning disability. I can’t cope. I can’t eat. I can barely breathe. Please….i’m reaching out for anything. I don’t even know what. I’m so nervous to check myself in. I think on one hand it coudl be a good way to get started on some medication that might help. I’m so afraid of my job finding out.
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If you’re in crisis and need to go to a hospital, go to a hospital. Everything else is secondary. With that said, if you can have a moment to catch your breath and there is a crisis line available, perhaps it’s a good idea to give that number a call. They can discuss with you what’s happening in your life and possibly refer you to local resources.
There is nothing wrong with working in Customer Service or having a learning disability (if you have one). Without Customer Service, who would serve as the company’s ambassadors? I’ve worked plenty of Customer Service positions. As for the learning disability, give everything you do 110%. Nobody can ask for more. Down the road, if you do have challenges, maybe someone can help you push forward.
Don’t give up on yourself.
I don’t exactly know in your case, but when I was involuntarily committed, i just called and said I was in the hospital and wouldn’t be in for a few days. Once I lied my way out 3 days later, i got a doctors note from the psychiatrist simply stating that was under the care of Dr. Xxxx from x day to x day and was cleared to return to work without restriction. When I got back to work they asked me why I was in the hospital. As they have no legal right to know or even ask, i just said I didn’t care to say but i was fine now. The end.