I think I’ve finally got my plans in order.I have Thanksgiving break off of college. Thursday, Thanksgiving, I have to work for Job #1. I’m supposed to work all that week for job #2. But my plan is to take family medical leave for Job #2, meaning I only have to work Thanksgiving. The rest of break I can ask of from Job #1 no problem. That means I have between Friday and Sunday to do it. Hopefully Friday because if I fail, I’ll be groggy and unable to function for a couple days. But I hope I don’t fail.
My only regret is that it’s so close to the Christmas season and I’d hate to ruin everyone’s Christmas. Even though there’s not many people whose Christmases would be ruined, but I digress.
I’ve already got the supplies. I’ve got my notes written. Now we play the waiting game.
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You were planning on overdosing, right? Which drugs are you planning on using.
I will probably make an attempt by gunshot in the next year. But I’m still looking for a more peaceful alternative if there is one available.
I’m planning on using sleeping medications. They almost worked last time, except I ended up throwing most of it up. Still didn’t prevent it from getting into my system and messing me up for several days. But this time I’m going to take Dramamine which will hopefully keep me from throwing anything up.
You managed to get ahold of actual barbiturates?? So jealous…
My copy of Final Exit suggests another OTC drug called Emitrol for antiemetics.
Emitrol huh? I’ll look into that. Thanks
Oh and good luck? Weird to wish someone luck on their suicide. I guess I mean it in three different senses:
Good luck I hope life gets better for you so you don’t have to do this.
Good luck I hope you get a swift and successful suicide if you go through with it.
Good luck I hope that if you fail you won’t make your life worse via injury and a trip to the psych ward.
Thank you; I appreciate it.
Rest Easy!
Ebola will do it for you, Just give it time.
Ebola hurry up your so sloooooooowww haha