I went to the hospital for my self-harm issues(the only reason I ever found this site) along with PTSD, major anxiety and other mental health problems. I was in a two-week program at McLeans adolescent residential treatment program(or ART.) well about my seventh day there, a boy shows up. His name is Alex. It was nothing new, there was new people coming and going there all the time. We did our introductions, and when he explained his, I realized what an amazing voice he has. Yes, sadly I kinda had a crush on him from the first thing he said. But, he was only there waiting for a bed in another program. He said that he was there for “aggression toward others, he was accused of something he didn’t do, and it was jail or a 45 day program”
We started talking in tutoring. He just had this sort of… Amazing confidence but still came off as a friendly, funny guy. I said meme references A LOT there, and he did too, so I kept saying stuff like “oh my gosh you’re the only one that gets it!”
…and then there was the question. There was another boy there who was in all of my groups. Dylan was his name. One day just out of the blue, he asked if I was gay or just bi(I had told people of my on-off girlfriend for about 2 years now) I said bi, and I only now realize that Alex told him to ask me. Because, later on that day, Alex gave me a little folded paper. He said to open it before he left(it was Thursday, he was supposed to leave for his program Friday) and I opened it and read it then. It was a little worksheet saying “I’m going to try:” and he wrote: “to ask out crystal” and “what I liked: her sense of humor, her personality, her beauty, (some other things, sorry I forget)” and then his contact info. It was the most amazing thing ive ever gotten from a guy and I started jumping and I said yes. He sounded really surprised and said “really?!” and so, we were a couple.
He ended up leaving on monday, and he was gonna call me at the hospital but he wasn’t allowed to (of course, I was too nervous to give him my number since I only have my house phone, and I was terrified of him talking to my grandma before I told her about him) and me being the clumsy fool I am, I dropped the note and lost it. So now I’ve been discharged, I’ve been trying to find him for several weeks, and have nothing but a bracelet he made me to show for it…
But I think I’m obsessed with the thought of him… I literally can’t get him out of my head… I need advice on how to contact him. Email me at thedeadfamily@yahoo.com and I’ll tell you anything and everything you want to know. I’m pretty quick to reply, and I just really want someone to talk to about him… To make it feel more real to me… I think I’m afraid he’s forgotten about me…
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aww <3 I bet he thinks of you every day 🙂
C: I wish… That made me smile a lot to think about tho thanks c:
Keep searching for him! one day you’ll find him!
Thanks GeoPin!
Hey there, I don’t know if this is an option but can’t you ask the hospital about Alex, or Try to Google him or perhaps he has Facebook. I know it is a long shot but it can’t Hurt to Try. I really hope you find him and that the both of you get happy and grow old together.If you like I could even help you search, Just sent me a message with everything you know about him. God bless
Thank you so much for offering to help ^^ I’d really appreciate it. Sadly tho, the only thing I know is that his last name starts with a B and ends in a Y… It was on the paper I lost, but I can’t remember it clearly enough. He acted as a background character in Grown Ups 2 and a recent movie called House.
Let me know if you find anything… Ive tried facebook, but since I don’t remember his last name, it doesn’t really get anywhere
What can you remember about his looks (other then he is probably Hot :P) I will Let you know if my search turned up something. And btw my name is Ronald, nice to meet you 🙂
I don’t mean this to come across the wrong way, but that kind of hospital probably isn’t the best place to meet a love interest. Inside the hospital, he might come across one way, but he’s under scrutiny by the staff, so he’s forcing behavior that might not be natural for him. Outside the hospital, it’s reasonable to think he’ll be a lot different.
I understand that, thanks ^^ I just wanna be able to give him the chance… Because I believe he’s a good person :3 I trust him. And… If he turns out to have the worst intentions, I’ll get rid of him… No real harm in giving the chance, right?
Fair enough. I’m just saying be careful – people are the most dangerous sort of animal.