I don’t know how to. How do you just spill out the contents of a bottle that has been filling up for the past few years? The nightmare I’ve been so afraid of, is finally here.
It won’t be easy to pour out everything. I’ve gotten so used to storing this within me, it’s part of my life already. Oh how I wish I could tell you. But I don’t know how to. I suck. I really do. I am sorry.
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It’s not easy. A couple of years ago, it was late in the game for me before I started to release things that had been building up in my system. It wound up causing problems. You can write things down, confide in a trusted friend, even share things in a community like SP. Nothing says you have to release everything all at once. You can start slowly and, as your comfort level builds, release a little more. Keeping a journal on a daily basis might help keep things from building up. Like you wrote, it’s definitely not easy… and you don’t have to apologize. When the moment is right, you’ll find the place and time to share.
well this is the internet your not interacting face to face so that should help.
Whats the nightmare? what are you afraid of.