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I wish I had never been born

by kateralia

Fuck I hate my birthday!  Everything shitty always happens on my birthday.  This time I have officially been told to get out. By my so called best friend. I really have noone & nothing left in this world.

I will not be able to find nor afford accommodation & if I manage to find somewhere, the same thing will happen all over again.

Looks like I’ll be bringing my plans forward to my birthday, end of this month.

I don’t want to die, but I’ve got nothing to live for.


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distant.road 11/10/2014 - 4:40 am

What resources are available within your community? Before you leave, use the resources you have now (ie. internet) to research places that might be able to provide assistance. Are there homeless or emergency shelters? Food banks? Programs to house you in a hotel? SNAP (Food assistance)? Church outreach programs?

Many communities have programs to stop the cycle of homelessness. I speak from experience with that. Having lived in my car in the middle of a winter, it’s a bad situation. Reach out while you’re able to and see what help is out there. I’m certain there is some assistance.

nataliehnt 11/10/2014 - 4:48 am

Live for everyone who is struggling on SP, to be their sunshine. ?

Happy Birthday 🙂

Shephard (Disavowed) 11/10/2014 - 5:20 am

If I recall, you said the housing support in Oz is practically non-existent. I think someone on here offered to help out? I can’t remember. Hell, if you were over here I could set you up with state housing assistance and an emergency benefit. Don’t call it a day just yet, Ma’am. We’ve still got a few weeks to work with and I think some folks on here may be able to help you out.

If you ever need someone else to talk or coordinate with, feel free to send me an email. I won’t be able to provide much practical support, but I’ll be happy to talk with you when I have the time to. In fact I I’ll make the time if you decide to talk with me. But in any event, good luck. I wish you well despite everything that is going wrong.

kateralia 11/10/2014 - 5:23 am

I have tried to reach out before & was told that if I could not afford private rent, then they could not help me. I mean talk about bullshit! There are 100’s of 1000’s of homeless in Australia, but the media reckons theres only 100. I mean complete & utter bullshit. And this is the worst time since any genuine homeless help is in brisbane city, which is currently in lock down due to the G20!
I was also told to look for shared accom. Now the trouble with that is people either want students, workers or their indians. Now im not racist (my father was indian) , but no way in hell am I living with indians.

ihavenothingleft 11/10/2014 - 5:26 am

FUCKING SAME ! I REALLY HATE MY BIRTHDAY TOO ! shits happened on my birthday ! nobody was there on my birthday ! i totally understand your feelings .

Hjerteblomst 11/10/2014 - 6:25 am

This is making me so sad…
if i owned or rented my place you could live here. But i don’t, my parents do.
i dont give a fuck about the G20!!! Homeless people are looked down upon in society. It makes me sick.

i wish i could help you…

kateralia 11/10/2014 - 7:35 am

Thanx guys, but I’m really over it. Nearly 32 years of shit, pulling the short straw, giving everything without receiving a thanks & being tossed aside like garbage.
I really wish I had a sugar momma (hell, I’d even take a sugar daddy!) To make all this shit go away.

Uptown234 11/10/2014 - 12:01 pm

Well there are web sites that are designed to help people find their suga moma or a suga daddy
give it a try.

distant.road 11/10/2014 - 3:47 pm

What if you moved into shared accommodations for the short-term as you continue to look? At least it would give you a roof over your head and a place to seek additional resources. You don’t have to stay there all day… just a pillow for nighttime sleep. I’ve lived in my car before and I spent 11-hour days at the Library. The Library was the roof over my head that gave me a place to work out of. I used truck stops for showers. Truckers got ‘free shower’ coupons when they filled up with gas… and often gave their coupons to me.

Fast forward to now, I have a much more stable roof over my head. There is a solution to your situation. Don’t stop seeking one.

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