Ah god I am stupid….it hurts so much ….
I figured out too late that I don’t want to die ._.
What am I doing in here and not going to go call 911? Easy I’m too much of a retard and coward who would rather die I guess than seek help ….man I’m stupid.
I swallowed twenty Tylenol pills and even though I tried taking myself out of it I still did it …. I’m so stupid god I’m stupid.
I’m so tired and I feel so icky and ugh….my head hurts….my stomach hurts too. I tried puking them out and yet again that was a stupid choice -.-….
Ugh please help me someone like if feel kind of weak and I only like took that shit an hour or two ago….ugh I’ll feel pain I know like fuck I’m stupid….
Stupid head !!! Well anyways I know I’ve made a mistake and odd enough I’m not suicidal right now
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Dont beat yourself up you aren’t stupid. You just feel confused about wanting to die and you figured out at the last minute that yoy didnt want to. It’s alright, its just a choice you decided to change and its a good thing that you dont want to kill yourself anymore but I hope you’re alright despite all of the tylenol pills you took… I think you should go call the ambulance and make sure you are alrught before its too late.
You aren’t stupid, MANY people change their minds and it isn’t due to personal or intellectual weakness.
The good news is that this dose of acetaminophen rarely leads to death, but it will make you feel like shit. Death is still possible but organ damage is more likely.
I would recommend you go to a doctor. It’s what they’re there for no one will think less of you or think it’s an inconvenience.
You should know that if you go (which I still highly recommend) there is a good chance that you will be evaluated by a hospital psychologist to determine what steps should be taken. In my experience they push for hospitalization. Unless you think you would benefit from that (and some people certainly do- I never did) try to ask for outpatient therapy and maybe bring along someone willing to fight for you on that front like a parent or friend.
Take care and do what you think is best!