i don’t know where to begin. I’ve been suicidal for about a year now.
I am a Christian
Let me tell you why I decided to add the previous statement to my post. Yes, as a Christian I do believe in heaven and hell. And I believe that after all I’ve done on this earth that is where I am being sent.
That’s why I’m still here. I’m afraid of what I believe awaits me in the afterlife, so I haven’t killed myself yet. I don’t want to experience hell. Trust me if I for sure knew I was going to paradise after I cut the switch I wouldve finished myself off a looooooong time ago. So basically im just prolonging my entrance into hell. Pretty cowardly of me I know, but hey, I’m human. I am not afraid of death, I am just afraid of what happens to me after it.
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why do you say you’re going to hell? what did you do?
I don’t believe in a heaven or a hell. But it sure would be nice to be a ghost and look down on everyone and play jokes on the people who have hurt me.
I’ve learned not to feed the trolls. Enjoy your night.
If you say you’re a Christian, then why would you think you’re going to Hell?
I am Do believe in Christ. But I’ve been growing away from
Him. Just because you can claim that you’re a Christian doesn’t mean that’s your official ticket into heaven. It takes a lot more than to just go to church or say you believe in God.
I wonder how many people have suffered years of torment cause they believed they would go to hell if they committed suicide. Not that suicide seems to be your reason for thinking you will go to hell, or perhaps it is…I don’t know. As someone who doesn’t believe in a afterlife though it saddens me to think of the torment so many must have suffered over thinking this.