Decided not. This site was an amazing find. Thank you, all of you, for being excellent. Tomorrow. Finally. Take my Seroquel, go for a walk along the river, and — oops! — “accidentally” slip and fall in and go through a weak spot in the ice, and I won’t be alert enough to fight it. They won’t get me ’til Spring thaw. And like hell I’m going to the emergency room to be violated again. No thanks.
So long, and thanks for all the fish.
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I’d be glad to take your place impossible girl…on one condition! I take all your pain with me! Deal?
I wouldn’t wish this pain on anyone, kontinkatink. :-\
Impossible_Girl,
I’m sorry you have reached this point. I am glad that SP has provided you with some solace during your difficult times. I hope you will reconsider; myself and many others here would be happy to try and help.
L4Y
(L4Y@cogeco.ca)
I don’t know what today will bring. I know what I want it to bring, but best laid plans and all that.
I hope you’ve decided not to try to end it in the river as planned impossible_girl, please stay with us on SP. You once said how, by posting, the floodgates opened and you can get the emotions out, it can help you being among people who understand, you’re no burden to those who struggle themselves. Please don’t end it because of someone else in your life; live for yourself and focus on the things that mean something to you such as your cats, anything that gives you a positive feel among the negative thoughts. You’ve been fighting hard against depression, please keep fighting, it is winnable, focus on that.