Apparently, I am so easily triggered to become depressed about my appearance by seeing pictures of attractive girls.
It’s probably stupid to you, I know, weird
It makes me so upset about myself…..I already hate myself. I don’t need to self harm; there is no positive usage to self harm, but I do it anyway…I feel like I deserve it though…for not being pretty enough, not smart enough, not good enough to live…I’m just a waste of space.
I would kill myself right now, but the fear of dying circles around me, mocking me and laughing at my tragedy.
My whole life has been a living heel since I was born…I’ve been brought down, cursed, abused, and judged my whole life..I hate it so much…..
especially the crying every night….I don’t know where this is going, but I need answers, how to change my life, easiest way to die without worrying, how to be smart, pretty,….I don’t know..maybe something inspiring to me….
Thank you for reading -Losergirl
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I hate when people judge others by their outside physical appearance. I think it is society that has ruined people’s minds about what a “woman” is supposed to look like. I would not want a Victoria Secret stick model as a girl-friend. Models should not set the standards of how much a woman should weigh. Make up shouldn’t be required to look pretty. Acne shouldn’t matter.
It depends on how you see beauty! How do you define beauty?
I believe beauty is subjective, it exists in your heart, it does appear when you help someone, when you love someone, when you see beauty in other people, in creation of life.
Don’t think that you are a waste of space. In this huge universe everything is connected. We do all have a purpose even the devil.
If you want to find your answers I suggest you to read the unlimited power by Tony Robbins.
You can talk to me if you wanted to.
Here is my email: pedram.bahrami@live.com
My whole life, I have felt ashamed (yes, actually ashamed) of how I look. I’ve never looked like the cover of magazines — ya know, what society depicts as beautiful. Even as I type this, my 1 mirror in the house has a drape over it, as it always does. Funny though, when I look at others, no matter their so-called imperfections, I think they are attractive. We really need to give ourselves as much grace as we give others.