So, I have two large tattoos on my arm that I fucking hate. One is a pink riot grrl tattoo with a skull and crossbones and the one underneath my arm says “stupid ******”. I already know that I am crazy it runs in my family. I was conceived in a state mental hospital. So I sort of am naturally inclined to fuck up already. which sucks because I am a transgender and I have a stupid ****** tattoo. and I really only got this tattoo out of self harm and too scare the shit out of people who would try to attack me for crossdressing. which both methods worked wonderfully because I still have not lost a fight from while crossdressing.
I already tried to remove these tattoos which left permanent scarring and they are too big to coverup with more ink.
however I was thinking if I should tattoo beautiful queer on my left arm to counteract the stupid ****** on the right arm. anyway. I know this sounds ridiculous but I think it might be my only chance at not killing my self.
I am not a homophobe and I hope no one takes it this way . I am just a confused lost soul looking for creative advice.
Please Help, thanks