My friend was found incoherent – little response, I don’t know anything further yet. I have been having these really dark premonitions about her killing herself. I hope she doesn’t die. I can’t do anything, I am powerless. I just texted her silly pictures and thoughts of her as often as I thought she could tolerate over the past several months. I was so afraid that she was mad at me because I used to be the one so depressed and cutting and so ill. I haven’t felt so depressed and cutting for several months. I don’t know how to treat her… I want to treat her the same but I know she’s hurting and I feel like I need to comfort her and she won’t let me or anyone else. What if she dies tonight? If so I’ve lost my soul sister. What do I do?
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She’s been sedated and intubated – I suspect slow anti-freeze poisoning but they don’t know anything yet. Things are serious. Suicide note…
Any update yet? I’m here after waking up after drinking 1/3 of a bottle of anttifreeze. My story is here if you want to know how I felt afterwards.
They put her on dialysis and she’s slowly improving, she’s breathing on her own now.
I am glad she is improving. hugs.
dear jj, do what you have been doing, be her friend. in the darkness we push evryone away so as not to cause pain to others. so glad shes improving. a loss of one is a loss to us all. just be her friend.