useless and foolish

I have read your other posts but didnt have the reply box to write a comment re christmas day.
I know you have a past concerning something you did but youve done your time and its now in your past. Yes people will always bring it up….maybe cos their curious and maybe cos you are the only person they know that ever did time or maybe they are insensitive or it makes them seem big because they havent broken any major laws.
I think you should speak to a doctor concerning your mental health as they might be able to get you support.
I know that jobs can suck and when i feel mine does i think of each hour or day and tell myself that i have just made x amount of $$. Can you get a reference from your current boss and start looking fpr otjer jobs.
As for friends and relatives………we cant always rely on them you are the only person you can rely on and you are the only person who can change your life and turn it around if you wanted too.
I know you must be grieving about a lot of stuff thats happened in your life and you have every right to grieve.
I hope you find support to go on from strength to strength and prove to your family that apart from your mistake that you are made of tougher stuff and integrity.
Good luck x