Hi im 20 and ive benn doing weed for like 6 years or 7 i tryed once to commit suicide but i was not ready ive benn doing ither drugs to but ive been doing weed every day for the last 2 years and qhile im high i think my self dying couz i cant stand my family problems and what my parents do to my brothers too and im just a fucking punk who likes to sell weed drugs and have knifes so i think very strong a way put by giving an end couz im at my limits cant stand this thing anymore.
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Dear weed lover, sometimes when I am extremely sad and depressed I too think of alcohol and drugs. I consider that I’m quite unlucky to not have access to them. But the other times I think they simply amplify your need and want of commiting a suicide. So at this time, you’ll have to refrain from smoking weeds and drugs. I don’t know but I think you should seek for a company. Try getting help from some friends or relatives. I know its easy in theory and hard in practice but with right therapy and people to guide you, nothing is impossible.
If your 20 then you are old enough to get out of the house and make your own life.
Find a job in another area. then after you find another job go on Craigs list and look at roommate situations. You might find a cool guy that has a 2 bedroom apartment and needs a roommate
then you can move in and you make friends and you make your own life
forget the weed. Smoking that stuff is no good. Get a Job. Find some people who are positive and going somewhere in life for friends.
I have done what I told you to do many times. Moved out found a new job found a roomate situation and I have met some of the best friends of my life that way.
its your life. Make changes