Recently, One of the guys I’ve liked for a long time had told me he loved me and started to give me general sweet talk. He told me we should be together. I eventually broke up with my current boyfriend at the time for this guy. When I did, He told me that It wouldn’t work and that I should go back to my ex. He played me and it honestly broke my heart to hear that. Awhile after that, I took a razor blade across my skin again today. That makes eleven new markings upon my wrist.
Cutting yourself is no answer to your problems. if a realtionship in your life doesnt work out you have to be strong enough to move on from it and put it beind you. he see is filled with many fish and you can find the right person for you if you are persistant.
Dont go out with losers.
ive been thinking on this, and cant come up with an answer. for someone who has carried so much rage and hate in his life, it seems that i should know. hate will consume you. it slowley removes all the things in life that matter. it is a cancer that spreads and feeds on itself. it shifts blame and responsabilities from ourselves onto others. like a drug, it makes us feel better about ourselves while shutting evrything else out. it sucks the beauty and joy out of simple living. to me, it is the pain we all carry and try to get rid of. hate is an emotion. and like all emotions, it can be trained. you control it, dont let it control you. peace
Part of the situation may lie with being in the teenage years. During that period, there can often be a lot of turmoil. Some guys don’t know what they want and some will play with your heart. Try not to let those around you determine what course you should take. Doing so can put you in difficult situations like this one. I hope you know that you deserve more than this. Cutting is definitely not the answer. Try to focus on things you enjoy and see if some of your friends can help you get through this. As for the guys, just be careful. Sometimes things happen in life that help us learn. Now you’ll know for next time to be a little more cautious. Perhaps let a little more time pass and get to know someone? I’m sorry for what happened.