Feel like a nobody!

I feel like a nobody, and like a burden to the others who do care. I have no health insurance, and a wisdom tooth that needs to come out. Daily I am reminded by excruciating pain, that I need to have it removed. No dental surgeons in the area and even out of my area, are willing to do payment plans for me. My husband even offered to sell his play station to put a down payment onto the bill, and no go! I feel like if I am not rich, or have insurance, I am a nobody who deserves to be in pain and not get care! I can find a low cost vet easier then I can find a Low cost dental surgeon! :'( maybe I should just kill myself, that’s how this makes me feel! I don’t know what to do anymore. I am almost out of the toradol the hospital gave me and TRUST me the hospital and the health department doesn’t look positively on you if you go asking for meds for pain, they will label you as a druggie pill popper or among other things, and honestly I just need relief for my wisdom tooth :'(