I may just be a dumb teenager, but, right now I’m hurting so bad… It may seem silly, the reason…
I liked someone since I was fourteen, well I was with him… for a year and then some, Christmas 2013 he ripped my heart out… well, yesterday was his birthday… And memories are still making it hard for me to breathe. Why does it still hurt so bad after a year? shouldn’t I be over this or something??? Everyone said that as a teenager I’d get over it in a couple months, but that couple months turned into a year… and I’m sick of it. I hate him… He hurt me. Why does that one party of my heart still wish he’d love me too? I just want to forget, and it just won’t go away.
Stupid… just stupid. Love is very stupid.
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Yes love is stupid, for most people. But there is a type of person who love means everything to, and that’s why you can’t forget him months, years or decades from now. All you can do is learn to move on, realize there will be others you will also love deeply, just as there will also be other heart breaks. That’s how life works, especially for those who believe love is the most important thing, like you, and me. I wish you all the best…keep your chin up, don’t lose your smile or sense of humor, and keep looking for one who will appreciate the love you bring them. 🙂