I feel so fucking ashamed that for a second foolish time I could believe it was actually worth something to someone!!! I knew from day fucking 1 when you said how you felt that it was a lie, but me being the stupid fucking ***** I am trusted and believed you.. You and all these other people are nothing but lies. That’s all everything ever is!! LIES!! I know I’m worth nothing, I knew I was never worth your time or anyone else’s.. I wish that you’d just admit it. Just once, admit that I am worthless and that I never meant a damn thing to you and I’ll never mean a fucking thing to anyone else. I wish you’d admit that you want me to be laying in a ditch rotting right now!!! Why am I so fucking stupid to believe everyone’s fucking bull shit?! I might as well rot in a ditch somewhere seeing sense I know that nothing will ever be true. It’s all lies!!!!! I hope you see this and I hope you figure out some day how you completely destroyed me for good… I was broken and in a horrid place before but now I am nothing!! Live happy..