This is me tonight. The guy I like went back to his ex. I was going to ask him to my friends party on valentines day. Guess I don’t have to now. I’ve been up since 4am crying my eyes out and it actually caused me to throw up. How great-.- It’s like I seriously can’t stop crying. I don know why. I mean I knew he was going to go back to her. It’s just I haven’t tried this hard for a guy in a while. It sucks.
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I hope it gets better
I’ve only cried myself to the point of a half hour nosebleed
Think positive thoughts?
I hope so too.. But I don’t know if I can.. I’ve never met someone like him. I could be me around him. And I liked him so much..
Best that it happens now that later. Imagine this happening on valentines day… that would really suck and wreck that day for your for a long time. The fact you’ve never met someone like him doesn’t mean you won’t get to meet someone like him tho (or maybe better) and hopefully it won’t be a guy still ready to go back to his ex, it will be a guy ready to stay with you.
If you ask me they the government should erase valentines from single people’s memory tho, lol.
Yeah it is better that it happened now. I’m just so confused he told my friend he planned on getting me a teddy bear and I planned on getting him a red bow tie. It was going to be cute…
But maybe erase it for good lol
Actually yes. That has even happened to me before (and also the nosebleed Streamers entioned). Acutely stressful situations and anxiety have increase blood pressure and irritate the digestive system. I have a near constant dull headache and it just gets worse when I start falling apart. I think emotional duress must weaken the immune system somehow too because even though I rarely get sick, more and more lately I am feeling as if I am, though I don’t display most of the symptoms associated with the illness. Maybe mental and emotional conditions are an illness in a way and it is just the body’s reaction to it.
Apparently I can’t type today. Sorry for the errors.
Okay thank you. So then I’m not the only one.
In one thing I’ve learned since I started coming to this site is that we are never the only one who is going through something. We may feel alone in our specific situations but there are always others who feel the same. Of course that is its own problem because you know what it feels like and generally by default because of self-esteem issues you then wish they didn’t because you don’t want anyone to feel like you do.
It’s nice to know other people are going through the same thing that you are. It makes me feel like weird.