I don’t really know how I feel.
I haven’t talked to my friends in a month or so, at first it was because I was kind of lazy and didn’t feel like talking, but as days passed I realized how little my “friends” care. I mean, did I really mean nothing to them? All the communication I had was with one of them because she replied to something I tweeted. I know they check my twitter all the time, so they know I have been feeling like shit and they don’t fucking care! I just don’t know if I’m angry, or upset, I don’t know. I just know that from now on I don’t have friends, because they’re all fucking cunts who only think about themselves.
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I get in these moods often where I feel sick of reaching out to anyone and then I end up desperately lonely…sometimes I wish someone would just say “I want to see you and see how you’re doing” instead of “come to my event” etc. and then when we hang out, actually act concerned and interested instead of superficial conversations where I do all the listening. I think genuine heartfelt caring and friendship is lost knowledge of our culture. Not to mention people get so absorbed with social media that they forget that “liking” a tweet isn’t nearly the same thing as actually calling or reaching out to a friend.
They told me to “talk to them in our group chat” when I tweeted about something weird that I found out, it’s like they only care about the gossip.
Sometimes they act like that because they don’t really know how to react, I think It’s normal, because not all of our friends will be able to understand how we really feel. So that’s why they just act like jerks. You feel dissapointment because they don’t support you. That’s why you feel the anger. It will pass, sht happens. hugs and kisses
Yeah but it’s with me they have a problem, they don’t really care how I’m doing or anything about me. They talk to each other but don’t include me, and if I share my opinion they just ignore it. It’s not worth it, I already feel like I don’t have friends.