Yup. Totally fucked up since the fucking day I was born. So this past 2 years have been so so messed up, wait that’s not the right word. HAVE BEEN SO FUCKED UP!! Last monday was my 3rd time I tried to commit suicide, didn’t work as you can see, so I’ve been at this shitty hospital all this week and a couple hours before doctors told me I have cancer (leukemia). Not the best news I wanted but ammm I can’t do anything about it, because I did this all bymyself so right now I;m lost, and please don’t. Don’t tell me everything is going to be alright because I know that it’s not going to happen. I don’t know where the fuck my mom is, my dad left us and my grandma is the most shittiest person I’ve ever met besides my friends. I don’t know if the hospital is going to kick me out of here because I don’t have enough money to pay the medinsurance and my grandma doesn’t want me with her so YES I’M SO FUCKED UP AND I’M GOING TO DIE.
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You know what they say, if you keep trying, you might just get whats coming to ya x-x
Whoever ‘they’ is :p
If you have the ability to make a post on this site, then you have the ability to access the all-encompassing internet with all the information available anywhere and have the ability to do anything you want with your life.
Good luck.
If they found you have cancer from your blood exams i’d say wait a while before completely believing it because they might be wrong (yeah, really). Lymphocyte count (which is how they detect leukemia) gets altered from certain cases of poisoning, and vicodin+vodka is a way of poisoning… i might be wrong, but i remember that when i was in the hospital for taking pills i had some freaky numbers for my blood tests as well (but i can’t remember the lymphocyte count). Other than that… yeah, hopefully they are wrong. Hope your mom appears and solves things in the hospital.