I’m a loser , I am a loser in this cruel boring LIMITED real world , reality , real life .. !
I am a 33 years old Asian guy, who used to have so many beautiful hope & dreams ,
and many people have told me that I’m a smart, multi talent , very creative, & wise person
but now the more I see this cursed world, people, humans beings, and this reality, the more I lose hope in humanity , losing hope in human beings, and also lose hope in myself & my future
you see ,.. Reality / real world / real life is cruel, harsh, boring, and LIMITED in so many ways/aspects !
human’s IMAGINATION like movie / movies , novels , comics, video games , books , music , anime / manga etc etc , human’s IMAGINATIONS are much more interesting & full of UNLIMITED / LIMITLESS possibilities than this boring reality / real-world / real-life !
Sadly/unfortunately , not many people , even perhaps only very FEW people who can eventually/finally be really honest and admit that there are so many LIMITATIONS living in real world / real life / reality , that can easily crush our dreams , hopes, wish, and childhood / childlike wonders .. !
For example : sometimes we took the WRONG choice / path in life , but the mistake / error was too fatal , that everything is TOO LATE now ! and we can’t climb the ladder of success anymore .. ! We then can only keep failing & falling , Nobody wants us for jobs / career , being judged harshly by people / human beings , and eventually , we become the LOSER / FAILURE ! How many stories of depressed / depression and suicidal / suicides we have listened because of this ? probably quite a LOT , if we don’t close our eyes / ears and be very HONEST & open-minded & have real empathy .. !
But most people / most human beings are stupid , most humans are stupid / dumb / idiot , and they still HOPE / DREAM / WISH and BELIEVE that they still can succeed , be a successful person with lots of Money , become famous , reach their dreams, etc etc ,.. while the REALITY / this real life / this real world often is harsh, cruel, and RANDOM!!!
Some people , some of us, can have tragedy after tragedy , misfortune after misfortune that keep coming to our life, NO MATTER even if we have “work hard” , etc etc !! REAL LIFE IS NOT LIKE MOVIES OR VIDEO GAMES OR COMICS BOOKS ! it’s sad but true reality .. !!
Also, I have finally observed and I see that people / human beings / humanity is HOPELESS !
We keep going into war , we like to destroy each other, hate each other (instead of helping each other) , destroy the planet, destroy mother nature / nature , animals , plants , kill , rape , judge each other ENDLESSLY by race, religion, money, social status, rich or poor, education or work background, and many other shallow, superficial things .. !
I lost hope in Humanity , I lose hope in humanity , I lost hope in human beings , I lose hope in human beings !
Movie / movies , novels , comics, video games , books , music , anime / manga is much more interesting & full of UNLIMITED / LIMITLESS possibilities than this boring reality / real-world / real-life !!! (example: Harry Potter world, Star Wars , Lord of the Rings , Star Trek , Marvels , X-Men , Sword Art Online , Log Horizon , Naruto , Bleach, One Piece, Final Fantasy , Skyrim , Kingdom Hearts , TRON , Narnia , Matrix , Avatar , etc etc .. !! )
Have any of you heard of Virtual Reality (VR) technology like Oculus Rift , also Lucid Dreams / Lucid Dreaming , Astral Projection / Astral Travel ? … I wish / I hope all those things are really REAL , so I can enter into another world / dimension / universe / realm of IMAGINATIONS , fantasy, dreams ,… and bye bye boring harsh cruel reality / real world / real life .. !!
Or ,.. if those things are not real , then perhaps suicide / die is better than to keep living / live in this cursed world full of stupid , obnoxious , shallow, superficial, idiot, boring, mundane, dull, ignorant, and hopeless people / humans beings .. !!
fuck reality , fuck real life , fuck real world ,
reality suck , reality sucks ; real life suck, real-life sucks ; real world suck, real-world sucks !
fuck people , people suck , people sucks ! human beings sucks , I lose / lost hope in human beings , I lose / lost hope in Humanity / Mankind species .. !!
I’m a loser , I am a loser in this real world / real life / reality , so should I just kill myself & commit suicide ?