Journals

Does anyone else keep a journal? I read that writing can be therapeutic if you suffer from depression. It was for me at first but then the journal eventually morphed into a written strategy of how and when I am going to exit. Now I’m more intent on exiting than when I started. I’ve done a lot of research on helium hoods and almost ordered the items I need to make one from Amazon yesterday. I stopped when I got worried that my wife would see the charge on our credit card statement and ask me what I bought. Plus, I was not sure where to have the items delivered. Home would be no good nor would my work address as my assistant sometimes opens packages that come to my office. I could ask her not to by telling her that I’m expecting a package with a gift for my wife but she is already somewhat suspicious that something is up with me. There is another address I could send it to but there are complicated reasons why I won’t. I’ll have to get cash and go buy the items in person. There is a lady that used to sell helium hoods but she was charged with tax evasion and eventually died.

I’m not sure what I mean to accomplish but participating in this forum.