I am so sorry that I couldn’t be a better girl for you. I am so sorry that I never measured up to the kind of girl you wanted me to be. I am so deeply sorry that I disappoint you on a daily basis with every screwup I manage to make. I am so sorry that I get scared to lose you, and I tak it out on you. I am so sorry. You deserve so much better than what I give you. You deserve a good girl who isn’t so broken inside, one who doesn’t let you down. You deserve a girl who you don’t have to worry what mood she’s going to be in when you get home, or have to worry if she’s going to hurt herself at any given point. I’m so terribly sorry. I feel even worse knowing that you won’t admit that you deserve so much more than I’m giving you. I feel like I somehow brainwashed you into thinking I’m the best for you, when truthfully, that’s as far as it gets from the truth.
Your Broken and Hurting Girlfriend