GeneralSuicide question by ahannah123 2/3/2015 written by ahannah123 2/3/2015I have only a plastic bag and a razor blade I was planning to wait till I’m 18 and get a shotgun would you put the gun in your mouth? 18baggunplanningSuicidewait 15 comments 0EmailRelated postsi guess here is a little backstory from... 7/14/2020 7/14/2020Dear S 7/14/2020 7/14/2020 7/13/2020Whatever happens, happens. 7/13/2020The madman once said… 7/13/2020I don’t belong here in this world 7/13/2020Comforts of life are temporary 7/13/2020Trapped. 7/12/202015 comments disposablegrl 2/3/2015 - 5:00 pmgirl, no way… won’t help you there. If I was able to live through my teens (I had some crazy shit go down) you can too- granted, you could pull the mom card on me… and, well… I don’t even know what to say to that, my mom sucked as a mother but if you have a half way decent one, then losing them, especially at 15 is unthinkable.Think in these terms maybe… what would your mom have wanted for you? If she could see you know, how sad would she feel and helpless that she can’t be there… I know it’s hard to think positive thoughts when your living in such darkness but try to honor your mom with your life- make her proud by fighting through this. It may seem too much right now but stick to your original plan, wait until your 18 and then think it through…you got this- Log in to Reply killswitchon 2/3/2015 - 5:05 pmonnly shotgun in my mouth was back in my stoner days. smoke shotguns Log in to Reply ahannah123 2/3/2015 - 5:19 pmI don’t know what to do my dad doesn’t want me neither my sister bad grades loneley broke up with girlfriend Log in to Reply killswitchon 2/3/2015 - 6:37 pmahannah, have you listened to creep by radiohead? might help. disposablegrl can attest to its soothing power. but seriously, stay distracted. Log in to Reply ahannah123 2/3/2015 - 6:59 pmI haven’t listened to creep by radio head Log in to Reply killswitchon 2/3/2015 - 7:00 pmseriously?? see, disposablegrl!? ahannah i’ve found a friend in you. Log in to Reply disposablegrl 2/3/2015 - 7:48 pmahannah, don’t listen to him… he’s only trying to make you smile…kills, sometimes a girl just wants to pout- Log in to Reply killswitchon 2/3/2015 - 8:00 pmonly long face allowed around me is a horses face. cuz im a dark knight who rides around with a slapstick huehuehue Log in to Reply theWhispersOfMySins 2/3/2015 - 6:35 pmThis is not the correct forum to discuss methods. It is actually against the rules here. Log in to Reply ahannah123 2/3/2015 - 7:00 pmThen what is the correct forum to talk about this Log in to Reply killswitchon 2/3/2015 - 7:05 pmah, your post was ok. as long as you dont ask for help with how and what method. i think asking if you’d put it in your mouth is alright. Log in to Reply disposablegrl 2/3/2015 - 7:55 pmahannah- i’m digging your attitude… good for you mama, don’t back down- see there, you got some fight left in youwhispers, good call inspiring that spunk from her – kills, why don’t you suggest an actual song??? Log in to Reply killswitchon 2/4/2015 - 12:10 amoh u guys cant handle my musical taste. its too evolved. i may have just one though that you may audibly peruse Log in to Reply Pretend Girl 2/3/2015 - 7:40 pmThe irony of the pain we feel- it hurts us to the point of causing more pain to ourselves, esp. if you harm yourself.Look at the person beyond that pain. See how much she is hurting and be kind to her instead causing more pain.I know that is a tall order. Start small. In the same breath you complain about her and her life, see that valuable person that needs support.((((Ahannah)))) Log in to Reply Salt 2/4/2015 - 12:04 amHi AH. Breakups always put us in a dangerous place. And it sounds like everything else is piling on top. I don’t know the details of your breakup, but could you get in touch with her just to talk? Not to get back together or anything (unless that’s what you want), but just to stay in each other’s lives for a while. You need a close friend and even though she betrayed you she sounds like she might be the only one who can help. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribeAllReplies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.