You know that feeling?

Good thing there is that you have reasons to live. That alone makes it worth it to go on and endure things. Doesn’t mean it’s easy but it’s better than going through hell and having no reasons to do so.

I know it’s not much of a help but people here will continue responding to posts and “listening” in the best way they can, even if it actually changes nothing… i know you can’t exactly reach out to people around you in your situation, but if eventually you can reach out to someone or have a real talk with your mom, do so… other than that i don’t know what else to say other than… yeah, i guess i know that feeling.