Call it Despair

Have you ever just felt unappreciated? You go above and beyond for everyone and some way some how you’re always lacking something. Nothing you do is good enough, who you are isn’t good enough. It gets lonely at that point and all you want is someone who sees how rare you really are and appreciates it and holds on to you as long as they can because they know for a fact another like you won’t come along.

You begin to feel stuck and don’t know what else to do with yourself. It weighs in heavier and heavier, the depression, the sadness, the emptiness, and the loneliness. You feel you can take a little more but eventually you’ll hit a tipping point and want to end it all.

It’s a pain nobody but you can really understand.
Your heart becomes heavy, your mind going at 50,000 RPM. You just want it to stop. Please just stop.