I have this suicidal thoughts and It’s horrible and ironic and hilarious because I’m going to die and I’m thinking of killing myself! I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me. I don’t have a future, why waste this months? I feel so stupid because of this.. still don’t know where my mom is, she don’t give a shit about me hahha I’m so alone, I know you are going to tell me I’m not but I feel that way and It’s so stupid. S.O.S
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You are right, you are not alone. And the proof is in the nurse that has been with you all along. I cannot empathize with what you may be feeling right now, since I’m not facing a terminal illness. If these really are your last months than go out with a bang, don’t go out defeated. Be proud of who you are, and never lose hope. Miracles have happened. All I can say is to stay strong, and fight till your last breath!