I hate this unborn thing. I wish I could get rid of it but the father wants it. Im too far along to get a pill abortion. Most people I know are excited about the thing. I dont feel any connection to it. I HATE it. Im not ready for a leech Im never going to love. I wish it would hurry up and die so I can get back to my life or death or whatever Im looking for. I hate you leech. I will never learn to love you. I HATE YOU!
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the day you consented to having unprotected sex, or even if there were complications where you got pregnant unexpectedly and you didn’t get an abortion, you signed a pact with that baby to dedicate your life to it. regardless if your father wanted it or not YOU decided against doing anything about the pregnancy if you didn’t want it. please – do not become that baby’s parent and put it up for adoption, you don’t deserve a child if you think you can take your anger out on it and hate it for something it had no control over. you’re a truly shitty person if you think that’s justified in any way. don’t ruin another persons life because you’re bitter and angry with the world, that’s disgusting. step up to your responsibilities and treat that child with love and care, Jesus, is it really that hard to be a decent person? especially to your kid? you should get help, wanting to hurt your child through emotional neglect is fucked up. step up and suck it up or put it up for adoption at least, don’t be a heartless piece of shit
Like Stendarr says, please give the child up for adoption. There is enough hatred in the world, and enough fucked up people because their parents were cruel, abusive, or distant towards them. You do NOT need to perpetuate this cycle and create another victim due to your own issues. Plenty of people out there would be happy to care for this child – give them that chance.
It’s still your body, do what you need to do.
Don’t let public opinion nor their “morality” dictate any desicion you have to make regarding YOUR own body.
I won’t sit here and preach to you that your emotions, thoughts, past actions and intentions are ill, and your a wicked person because you feel this way. I’m not in your shoes, I don’t know you nor the life you live, so I’m in no place to judge you or really say anything.
Just make the choices that will ensure your well being, happiness and lead you to a better life.
Pregnancy means another living being, it’s not just about a person’s own body anymore. It’s a human being, an actual life, another tiny, developing person, not a cyst or tumor. This argument: “It’s my body” doesn’t make sense to me, because a fetus isn’t just a bunch of cancerous cells or something. Maybe feminists created this mantra to feel better about the fact that men cannot biologically become pregnant, Idk. Even amongst animals, except for rare exceptions like seahorses, it’s always the female that carries and gives birth to the child. It’s the natural order of things designated by the processes of evolution. Nothing to be ashamed about, although I can certainly understand how not every female possesses that maternal instinct; if they do not, and find themselves with child, there are lots of women unable to become pregnant, who would love to adopt their baby.
look, i’m not going to sit here and tell you that you are a shitty person for the way you feel or some other shit. but i’m going to ask you, please, to not let your anger and bitterness cause you to make another human life miserable in the process. if you have to, give the baby up for adoption. give it to a couple who have been trying desperately to have a baby of their own but can’t. fuck what the father says. do what you have to do for your own wellbeing first, then deal with him later. make sure the baby will go to a place where it will be loved and well taken care of. then breathe a sigh of relief knowing that you did the right thing, instead of making this innocent ‘leech’ suffer for something it had no control over whatsoever. best wishes.
wtf are these retarded comments, its not living life, it has ZERO consciousness. It is your fucking body and you can do with it what you want. If you do not want a child abort it before its too late. Go to a doctor. Don’t bring a human being to life that will have to be adopted or raised by a suicidal mom and a father that doesn’t even know what his wife/girlfriend wants! Its not fair. So abort, for the sake of you.
all these retard commenters, do you believe in the soul or what? retarded dumbshits
There are people out there who would care for the child, like I said. It doesn’t have to be aborted. I’m not religious in the slightest, and to jump to that conclusion is what makes you sound retarded yourself, sorry to say.
Is the majority of humanity total psychopaths now? No one has a conscience anymore, do they? No wonder I’m a misanthrope.
Watch a video on abortion and see if you feel the same way, RadiantLight. If you still do… well, I’m gonna stay out of it.
By the way, once the brain has developed the fetus does have consciousness. Some people have said they have memories of their time in the womb.
I think you’re the retarded one, did you even read the post? she said she can’t get an abortion, and do you know what happens when you’re pregnant and don’t get an abortion? you give birth! wow the more you know.
if you don’t know how to read properly or can’t comprehend the meaning of words that’s okay, I don’t judge the impaired, but when you comment on something you don’t even understand it makes you look pretty stupid, go back to tumblr or wherever you crawled out of
I guess this is what the whole abortion debate is about, but I personally don’t think a fetus (or any organic matter) is alive unless it’s at the point where it can thrive and grow on its own. But that’s just my opinion. That said, px, I think you should get rid of it. The world has enough unwanted lifeforms, and worse the world has enough simmering resentment toward other lifeforms. Now’s your chance to end the nightmare for both you & the protoplasm inside you that will eventually become someone just like us. Unwanted mounds of flesh that never asked for any of this.
I also wanted to add, try not to beat yourself up over this. Focus on damage control. I think you mentioned in another thread that you’re 18. Christ, I made some dumbass catastrophic mistakes at that age. Or who knows, maybe it wasn’t even your fault, you got raped or pressured (same thing). Just try to focus on fixing the problem instead of living with it for a lifetime of damage to everyone involved.
I wouldn’t abort.
A tumor is an ‘unwanted mound of flesh without consciousness’.
It’s funny how the media and society conditioned people into thinking of unborn babies as non-people. Once a baby is born, it’s the cutest thing in the world, they think, and only those with mental disorders would try to kill an enfant… but if it’s still developing in its mother’s body, it’s not cute, it’s just a ghastly creation of… nothingness, despite the fact that it looks like a tiny baby. Would you chop up a live child with scissors? What horror. If it’s not born yet? Sure, go for it. Nothing wrong with that. It’s not human after all. It’s uh… just a thing. Essentially a tumor, that’s all. One that can move around inside and feel pain and begin to think, but whatever. That doesn’t matter, does it.
Oh well. This is why I’m apathetic about everything. I can’t change the fact that people are captured and that their organs are sold. I can’t change the fact that innocent people are brutally tortured and murdered by terrorists. I can’t change how young children are kidnapped and used in pedophilic sex rings. I can’t change how ordinary people go through terrible abuse every day inflicted upon them by family members. This world sucks, and humans are the reason why.
BTW, I’m not referring to taking the ‘Morning After Pill’. If someone really thinks they need to take that they should (although it could be dangerous and they should be wary of the side effects). I’m referring to clinical abortion that happens after three months or longer, which has given the fetus time to develop.
your conservative world view makes me want to puke and to your “I can’t change the horrible people of this world thought” I would say maybe start by changing yourself or like most people here killing yourself, it truly is easy to cry for oneself but taking responsibility is something almost none in this world do, myself included, how easy it is to just blame the shitty world..and that is why we’re here, cause all we can does cry around but not change anything, yes the world is horrible and unfair and your not contributing to it, just like me
Otherwise I agree with Salt
I have been a lurker for over a year, and I had to create an account to reach out to you. First, you are not a monster; the only one who can truly know the depths of your situation is you. If you decide to carry to term, depending on what state you live in will determine the ease or difficulty of the adoption process. Where I live, I am unable to place my child up for adoption since it requires the consent of both parents. My husband refuses to consent since he was put up for adoption and endured a lot of abuse in foster care and after being adopted. Another point to keep in mind is how far along you currently are. Medical abortion is the safest if you are not too far along; surgical abortion carries a higher risk of complications. In either case, both are safer than carrying to term. I speak from experience (on abortion and childbirth). I had severe postpartum complications that put me in the ICU and nearly killed me. If you wish to know the more detailed story feel free to message me.
Another thing to consider is your current mental health situation. I went through pregnancy and childbirth with previously diagnosed major depression and PTSD; both were made worse due to hyperemesis and a verbally abusive OB and neglectful staff.
I could go on with other points of consideration, but I’ve rambled for long enough. Remember, you are NOT a monster for feeling the way that you do. Not every female wants to be a mother, and that is perfectly normal. I will keep you in my thoughts.
@FFtristeza O.O that’s not perfectly normal I thought. It’s far from normal, and even farther from perfectly normal..
@ pxckll This issue isn’t a brand new thing anymore, there are lots of facilities that would help you. I don’t know where you are exactly, but from my experience in my city. There is an orphanage that provides dorm to keep the mother safe until she gave birth. The orphanage then will took the baby and raising him/her into an independent human being. I heard lots of story of the unwanted child that become success and happy people.
Please give the child an opportunity to live.
Do take care. Much love from me to you <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
@inspiredsky The consequences of unplanned, unwanted, or forced motherhood are in plain sight. A google search of “I regret/hate being a mother” will give far more results than you would expect. Most women post anonymously about their feelings; there are public groups on Facebook as well. It may be taboo, but more common than you would expect.
An increasing number of women are choosing to be childfree. This choice can be for many reasons, with the lack of desire to be a mother among those considerations.
Also, @inspired sky, as far as the long reaching physical and economic consequences of carrying unwanted pregnancies to term, look up Romania under Nicolae Ceausescu. Reproductive health and wellness is about the whole woman, and not just the control of and/or contents of her uterus. I hope some of this information helps the OP and anyone else reading this thread.