To be, or not to be?

You know, when you think things are actually starting to look up and after so long the stress just piles up on you & you just want to collapse .. Over the past 2 months things were getting better, I had gotten a job, figured where I want to go to college, figured what kind of major I wanted to do, gotten a wonderful boyfriend. But just over this past week he has just. Even so angry & takes it out on me, and it just seems to be sex sex sex.. He says I always start it but I’m sleeping when I Apparently start it.. Which whatever I shrug it off, but on top of it all my principal told me I won’t be graduating from the high school I’m attending & I will have to go to the success center (still a high school diploma) & once I told my parents about it and they just looked at me like I was an awful child because I won’t get a good job due to the school I went to.. Which is probably right, but they also won’t let me go to the college I want and the one closer home doesn’t have the major I want to go for. But anywho, I was talking to my mother today and mentioned I wasn’t sure if I wanted to go to college anymore. She told me she is disappointed because I’ll get a shit job and go no where in life and she won’t support me if I make that decision .. & it hurts because they just look at me like I’m a failure, everything I do is wrong. They make comments about what I eat and it just makes me feel so disgusted in myself because I judt feel like a freaking hippo. I’ve also have been getting sick from everything I eat and my mother tells me I’m faking it. I’m just tired of everything, everyone depends on me for everything and I just can’t do it. I spend my time trying to make others happy before myself and then when I try to make myself happy everyone gets angry at me so I just give up and help them..