I feel so alone and like there is nothing left for me to do anymore. I do not see a point of me being here. I am going to plan things accordingly.. Until then.. I am going to do what ever it is to be okay but I need to figure out a better method. I do not like to put a lot of thought into it because sometimes I get scared about what ever it is that could go wrong and I would still be here. I hate that I have to suffer inside and that no one at school or at home sees that.
I may never get better. I am going to end it anyway so I guess I don’t even have to try to get better. I am in such a rough spot these days it feels like it may never end, but I know that it will end because I am going to end it..
I am sorry to be a burden. I am sorry I wasn’t good enough