I just can’t go on like this. Every breath hurts when I know I will never see her ever again. And yet every second of every day I long to be with her. Even if it is just one last time. I just want to see her beautiful face once again smile at me the way she used to when she loved me.
I know she doesn’t love me anymore. I cry for hours and hours every single day. I still love her with all my heart, no matter the pain she has caused me. She’s my entire life. Without her I have nothing left. My will to live is gone.
I just want to see her one more time before I finally go. I miss her so much. She was my everything. My sun and my earth, my moon and my stars. Her love was the only thing I ever truly needed in my life. Without her I am nothing.
I can feel the end getting closer and closer. Baby I need you so much. Please come back to me. I still love you and I forgive you. Please come back. Please.