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by QuirkyFox

Day 2 no meds. I’m starting to feel again and I feel a sense of rage. It’s like my body is starting to shake inside from my suppressed anger. Anger because I am one of those dickheads who always puts people first. I am always trying to figure out how to please people.

You know what!? You can’t please anyone and no one can please you. Being content and happy comes from inside. I know this, I fucking KNOW IT deep in my core. But for some reason I am constantly looking for someone, someone who will take my love, someone who will give me love.

Well you know what. There’s no one out there. I’m sorry to burst the bubble. Everyone wants something for themselves. Very FEW people are looking to give just for giving sake. Everyone has an agenda, a motive, a reason for giving you their time. Make no mistake.

Unconditional love is a rare thing in this world. I had it to give once… But now I am not so sure love fucking hurts. It destroys people. Just look at the forum. Everyone is looking for love and acceptance… Friendship and respect. Damn we can’t even get that. Let alone REAL DEEP Unconditional love- which has always been my fucking quest in this bullshit existence. It’s never gonna happen.

The only way to survive is to love yourself, becomes selfish. Look after yourself and suddenly you will find people grovelling at your feet!

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moonshine 4/12/2015 - 2:13 pm

yeah i agrees , unconditional love is not frequent in the real world . many people just love for beauty or money or something else..
but this does not mean all are selfish or behave selfishly all the times.. many people do love unconditionally.
dont be selfish
You must not lose faith in humanity. Humanity is an ocean; if a few drops of the ocean are dirty, the ocean does not become dirty.

totallyagree 4/12/2015 - 2:40 pm

Word

rocketman 4/12/2015 - 3:03 pm

QuirkyFox ,

I believe in every word you said but” is to be a ****.” being a **** is nothing to be proud of, don’t be a ****! BE THE NICE PERSON YOU ARE! don’t allow past relationships to change you, who wants a ****? nobody! that’s just doomed! move on be a good person, pull the sheets over your toes at night saying I may have gotten fooled I may have gotten fuck! BUT! I’m not a bad person, maybe a victim? but rather be a victim then a calculated ****! A **** IS WORTHLESS! a real woman is priceless! e prices less that’s is a measure of your worth, the dark side is just that DARK!

QuirkyFox 4/12/2015 - 7:06 pm

Thanks for putting me straight… I was off on one, sorry! You were right and I’ve edited the post. I just wanna be helpful not a **** haha.

QuirkyFox 4/12/2015 - 7:07 pm

Moonshine.:. I love what you wrote TY x

rocketman 4/12/2015 - 7:28 pm

QuirkyFox’
your a good girl! I’m so glad to know you! 🙂

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