hi.. I’m 17.. I won’t say I hate my life, it’s a good life, it’s honestly a gifted one.. But, for some reason.. I just feel so… I don’t know. I know no one really reads this stuff, who would right? Ha, sometimes I just wish people could see me and not stories or rumours.. Maybe than I could be free. But this isn’t about regular drama, it’s about me.. I’ll give this site a few days maybe months.. Who knows, maybe people will like me? Haha.. I dont really know what to talk about.. I know I’m young and should be thankful for my life, but I can’t help how I feel.. Or see.. Therapists and physiologists don’t help me.. Maybe random people can?.. I’m a lost lamb and I feel I have no one to be led by, than again who needs a rope tied to your neck for the rest of your life?.. Not me.. I just want to be Me again.
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Hi FamiliarSmile, welcome to sp and sorry you feel you need to be here. And actually ya know what? People (amazingly) do read this stuff…
Hey there
I personally go to this site whenever I’m feeling down and it helps me quite a bit. I hope it can help you too, we’re all here for you.
Sounds like depression. If it isn’t depression due to your conditions in life, then its chemical and/or hormonal. Remember that at your age the hormonal changes in your body can make you depressed for no apparent reason. Its stupid, I know. *rolls eyes*
P.S. Guys typically do wear a noose every day if they’ve got a good job. Its called a tie for some odd reason though. lol
I hope you will find support here. It really helps to know one is not alone (well it helps me)