General God wants me to kill myself by babydontcut 4/22/2015 written by babydontcut 4/22/2015 im at a 6 month church camp and ive cane to the realization this morning that God wants me to kill myself and that im possessed.. now i have to find a way to sneak off campus and do this campchurchfindGodimkill 3 comments 0 Email Related posts I survived, but… 9/19/2021 Random question of the day 9/19/2021 Bullied by Boss 9/18/2021 Do i deserve less respect? 9/18/2021 Microdosing 9/18/2021 Calling All Mad Scientists 9/17/2021 Kiss of Burning Ash 9/17/2021 too much and never enough 9/17/2021 Can’t Go On Anymore 9/17/2021 Note from several years ago, still feels relevant 9/16/2021 3 comments guestroom1 4/22/2015 - 12:25 pm I don’t think God wants that. I am here if you need a friend. Log in to Reply MoonShine 4/22/2015 - 12:55 pm that possession thing and that god thing is all bullshit. see reality! Log in to Reply cephalus 4/22/2015 - 1:37 pm I think I’d be convinced of the same if I was in a 6 month church camp… The religion I was born into told me I was evil. My actions were evil, my thoughts just as bad. I went on a motorcycle ride a few weeks ago. While at a gas station in the middle of nowhere, a van pulls up. 1 man and 4 women all dressed in home made clothing get out. Obvious polygamists. I thought to myself “I bet that young one there, can’t be much older than 16, is convinced of her world view. All she has known, all she knows is they are doing the “right thing”. She probably thinks I’m evil for /not/ having more than one wife, after all she is on the one true path to eternal salvation.” Each of us has own own sheltered world view that is just as ridiculous to someone else. I hope its not because of something fixable that you feel this way. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.