I don’t know what to do.
I came back from my last hospitalization exactly 2 months ago.
My family is still shaken up.
But I can’t do this anymore.
I can’t take another step, I can’t say another word, I can’t take another breath.
I have all the tools.
I have my plan.
I have the passion and devotion.
I’m done living, but somethings telling me that I’ll end up hospitalized and untrusted again.
I just need to get out of here.