I am having a hard time… I am going through a horrible break up with the person I loved and I feel hopeless… He’s hurt me so much and I still want him… No matter what… I feel so alone and lost and suicide seems to be a good way out of this mess… I have been through much worse in the past and just want to be safe and okay again but it seems that is never going to happen…
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Feeling like you mecadog. Going through a divorce after 24 years of marriage – her choice, she was fooling around. Really can’t see myself starting over at this point in my life. The prospect of being alone for the rest of my life is a crushing weight on my soul. I really thought this marriage thing was forever, but I guess those are just words you say on the altar. She really treated me like shit the last year we were together, but I would have continued putting up with it if for no other reason so that I could be with our 17 year old son who lives with her. Now I’m living at my parents house until the divorce is final, but I feel like a complete failure and alone.
The pain never seems to go away and the meds don’t really help all that much. As much as I love my son, I wish I could just end it all but I’m too much of a coward. I guess all I can offer mecadog is that you’re not alone, I feel like you do and I’m not an optimist but you never know what the future holds. Maybe there is someone better out the for the both of us. Stay strong!
“every living creature on Earth dies alone”
I saw your post and cried for a while. I’m going through the exact same thing. My fiancée left me and went back to her ex-husband that she had left to be with me in the first place. I still love her (and her 3 kids) with all my heart. But they have abandoned me and completely erased me from their lives and never want to see me ever again. He demanded it to take them all back, and they happily obliged. Nevermind the man that was there for them and did everything for them for all these years. They all pretend that I never even existed at all. And yet no matter what they have done, I still long to see them every second if every day. The pain and anguish never ends. I have lost my will to live. My time is getting near. I can feel it.
My time seems to be near too… I wish I could fix everything but it seems too impossible… I’m a mess. A very broken mess and I can’t be fixed. My heart feels like it has been ripped out of my chest and I’m having anxiety attacks… I love him… With all of my heart… I just wish i could go back in time and fix us… ????
If only things could change…
mecadog566,
your story is a popular one! unfortunately 🙁 people think life is over because they have a break up, it’s not, you will find another if you stick around! and you have the power to change things, when it comes to yourself. it’s only the end of the world if you let it be.
Skeeter Davis
Here’s a song that fits your situation:
Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don’t they know it’s the end of the world,
‘Cause you don’t love me any more?
Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above?
Don’t they know it’s the end of the world.
It ended when I lost your love.
I wake up in the morning and I wonder,
Why everything’s the same as it was.
I can’t understand. No, I can’t understand,
How life goes on the way it does.
Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don’t they know it’s the end of the world.
It ended when you said goodbye.
Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don’t they know it’s the end of the world.
It ended when you said goodbye.
Later years and death
Davis lived in Brentwood, Tennessee, from the early 1960s until the time of her death in 2004. Her autobiography, Bus Fare to Kentucky (named after a 1971 song), was published in 1993. In 1998, she wrote a children’s book, The Christmas Note, with Cathie Pelletier.
In 2001, she became incapacitated by breast cancer. Davis remained a member of the Grand Ole Opry until her death, making her last appearance there in 2002. She died of breast cancer in a Nashville, Tennessee, hospice at the age of 72, on September 19, 2004.
Go ahead and cry! get it over with! now move on!
NEXT SONG!
Your love keeps liftin’ me higher
Than I’ve ever been lifted before
So keep it up, yeah, quench my desire
And I’ll be at Your side forevermore, yeah
You know Your love
(Your love keeps liftin’ me)
It keeps on liftin’
(Your love keeps liftin’ me)
Higher
(Liftin’ me, higher and higher)
Yeah, yeah Your love
(Your love keeps liftin’ me)
It keeps on liftin’
(Your love keeps liftin’ me)
Higher
(Liftin’ me higher and higher)
Oh yeah
Now, once I was downhearted
Disappointment was my closest friend
But then You came and he soon departed
And You know he never showed his face again
You know Your love
(Your love keeps liftin’ me)
It keeps on liftin’
(Your love keeps liftin’ me)
Higher
(Liftin’ me, higher and higher)
Yeah, yeah Your love
(Your love keeps liftin’ me)
It keeps on liftin’
(Your love keeps liftin’ me)
Higher
(Liftin’ me higher and higher)
Come on, lift me up
Yeah
I’m so glad I finally found You
Yes, that one, the one in a million, yeah
And I wish my lovin’ arms around You
‘Cause I can stand up and face the world
You know Your love
(Your love keeps liftin’ me)
It keeps on liftin’
(Your love keeps liftin’ me)
Higher
(Liftin’ me, higher and higher)
Alright
Yeah, Your love
(Your love keeps liftin’ me)
It keeps on liftin’
(Your love keeps liftin’ me)
Higher
(Liftin’ me higher and higher)
Come on, lift me up
(Your love keeps liftin’ me)
Come on, lift me up
(Your love keeps liftin’ me)
Come on, lift me up
(Liftin’ me higher and higher)
Come on, lift me up
(Your love keeps liftin’ me)
Come on, lift me up
(Your love keeps liftin’ me)
Come on, lift me up
(Liftin’ me higher and higher)
Come on, lift me up
(Your love keeps liftin’ me)
Come on, lift me up
(Your love keeps liftin’ me)
Come on, lift me up
THIS IS YOUR NEXT SONG IF YOU STICK AROUND!