I swear that if hell exists it must be similar to the physical pain I’m feeling right now in all the right side of my face and head, combined with the psychological pain I have usually.
Good news is that I can’t have both at the same time so, for now, the psychological one is gone.
However, I could shoot myself right now to stop this horrible pain.
This is a stupid post and has nothing to do with the main topic, but it’s 2:45 in the night, I’m kind of dying and I need to distract myself some way. The pain killer pills are not working at all, the doctor sent me to the neurologist… but I don’t know when will they call me and I need a solution right now or I’ll die.
What if I did like that man who jumped from a bridge and left a note saying something like “I have no reason but the teeth pain”.
No, I’m not gonna do it. But I feel like doing it.