Suffocated

Im so tired, sometimes i feel so tired. I work everyday with some new shit. I deal with collegework piling up, and at work where people belittle me. i feel so alone, never even knowing what it is like to be with someone i love, i offer mine, but it seems meaningless. i get so jealous it hurts, never a light at the end of the tunnel. Then i get paranoid as if everyone is looking at me. so it puts me further into myself.. I cant tell anyone how i feel because i feel like a selfish asshole and my problems are insignificant. I think i dont want to live in this life.