Im having a really bad day today you see when I was 15 I was in a very abusive relationship he was fisicaly mentally an verbally abusive i moved in with him two months after dating he looked me in a room for what it seem to be for ever and would only give me wate r and bread a couple months after that I got pregnant I loved my baby very much I was 4 months pregnant when I lost my little angel my ex kicked me in the stomach soo hard he killed my baby… God I hate him so much about A year after that I was able to leave him and I haven’t seen him since I am currently married and I have a beautiful daughter but I can’t forget my past I can’t forget my angel I couldn’t protect him I feel so guilty I wonder if he’s waiting for me in heaven I have suicidal thoughts every day I need help
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its sad to hear your story. you are not alonme
“some people will lie to you and tell you, you will get over it and you will forget. I am not one of those people” I read that somewhere, and it has stuck with me.
I’m glad you are not in that relationship anylonger. I hope your current one is leaps and bounds better. No one should go through that.
It’s ok to remember, it’s less ok not to learn from it. You will never be able to forget your past. But if you can make your daughter smile, maybe it doesn’t matter.