Last night I had a nightmare.
When I woke up, I was relieved at first. My heart had been racing, and I started to calm down.
Then I “woke up” again and remembered what my real life is like right now – worse than what was happening in the nightmare.
When your nightmares are better than your real life…how do you deal?
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i truly can relate of your nightmare thing. I am a person who love everyone and everything that exist on this planet but am so disturbed and feel suicidal from last 2 months that now i see laughing in dreams when people are dying, even my close one are dying. I find myself relaxed and chilling in dreams when everyone there is crying.
Am not such a person. I cry with people when they cry, but see how my nightmares are turning.
When I suddenly wake up after a horrifying dream, i always get a feel of living there only, since my current phase is worst than my nightmares. I cannot deal with this, this is getting harder.
But what i see is when your nightmares are better than your current state, than it means that a part of u still believes in hope and believes that things would eventually get better. At least a little.